Its been awhile

And it's been a while

Since I could hold my head up high

and it's been a while

Since I first saw you

And it's been a while

since i could stand on my own two feet again

and it's been a while

since I could call you

Chorus:

And everything I can't remember as fucked up as

It all may seem

the consequences that I've rendered

I've stretched myself beyond my means

verse 2:
It's been a while
since i could say that i wasn't addicted and
It's been a while
Since I could say I love myself as well and
It's been a while
Since I've gone and fucked things up just like I always do
It's been a while
But all that shit seems to disappear when I'm
with you

(Chorus)

Why must I feel this way?

just make this go a-way

just one more peaceful day

verse 3:
Its been awhile
Since I could look at myself straight
and it's been awhile
since I said I'm sorry
It's been awhile
Since I've seen the way the candles light your face
It's been awhile
But I can still remember just the way you taste

(last chorus)
But everything I can't remember as fucked up as
It may seem
I know it's me I cannot blame this on my father
he did the best he could for me

And it's been awhile

Since I could hold my head up high

And it's been awhile since I said I'm sorry